做你的男人

Title: Be your man

东京, 纽约, 每个地点,
Tokyo, New York, Each location,　　
带你去坐幸福的地下铁.
Bring you to monorail of blessness.

散步, 逛街. 找电影院,
Toddle, Shopping, Look for cinema.　　
累了我就帮你提高跟鞋.
I will carry your high hill while u tired.　　　　

塞车, 停电, 哪怕下雪,
Traffic jam, No electricity, or even Snowy.　　
每天都要和你过情人节.
Yet, still want to spend valentine with you.
　　　　
星光, 音乐, 一杯热咖啡,
Stars, Music, A cup of coffee.　　
只想给你所有浪漫情节.
Just to give you all romantic moment. 　　　　

让我,
Allow me,
　　　　
做你的男人, 二十四个小时不睡觉,　　
To be your man, not sleep for 24 hours.
小心翼翼的保持这种热情不退烧.　　
just to maintain the fervor not turning cold.
不管外界多纷扰, 我们俩紧紧的拥抱
No matter how terrible environment is, we still hug each other.　　
隐隐约约我感觉有微笑, 藏在你嘴角.　
I feel a smile, is hidding behind your mouth...
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Do you still remember this lyric??? Song???
I did... This is the song that i sing for you...
The first... and the last...
Before i sang this song,
I train for hundred and hundewd times.
Althought my throat condition is not allow,
yet i still decide to do it.

Untill now, i still remember it was a raining night.
At that time, is about 11pm.
Before i sing,
I doing an last preparation for this song,
Train for few times, before i calll..
Get some water, ate some honey,
and have a deep breath.
I press the button.

Thanks God, You pick up the phone call.
Honest to say, I am nervous.
I turn on my brother laptop, play the song together.
You are silent at the time, just silent.
I sang the song.
Once it finish, I told u that I Love You.
I end the call.

My tears felt down...

我赞成思念是一种病,无药可救.

Title: I agree feeling of miss is a type of disease that can't cure by any medicine...


It is a painful night again... I running out of idea how should i start my post, i really dun know... lots of thing in my mind today, i was in nervous, blur, mixing, and complicated. Sometime i don like to post because i can't describe my feeling in word except Chinese. too bad, you dun understand.

This morning (20/2/09), i log on my facebook and surprisingly(for me at least) i saw you tagged in some picture. I click on it straight away and view the picture, i am nervous because at last i can see you... due to my "perfect" Internet connection, i have to wait for 5 minutes for the particular picture, i am really nervous. while i see your picture, my heart is painful and it really pain... you holding a fire cracker(maybe it should not known as fire cracker) and fire cracker makes u looks even prettier(Angel). your smile is so nice, and you looks happy in that picture... (I am happy too...)

i feel pain because i giving u a bad memory last time, i feel guilty because i failed to control myself at that period. what i did, makes u hate me, dislike me and angry with me. Although u din describe in world, convert to voice clip and etc. but i can feel it. i can feel u not really happy when u saw my message (maybe i think too much, but that's the feeling i get). every time when u reply my sms, email and comment. haiz... hate myself...

every time i see u smile. i feel happy too. At the same time i also feel jealous and angry as well. I feel happy is definitely because u are happy, no matter how sad am i, how angry am i, once i saw u smiling and my sadness will be gone, my "fire" will disappear. Maybe that's what people said Power of Love. i feel jealous because i am not the one who beside you. i only can see you from dreams, pictures that u tagged and post in facebook and friendster, people profile that content your picture. i consider myself failed in my life. i feel angry because i spoil my own opportunity, but when i realize, everything is too late...

i become very scared, describe in rude way can say that i got no guts when i face you, talk about you, when people discuss about you. i also can't understand why, every time i decide to avoid on those topic but my mind keep telling me that i wanna know more bout you recently. I blame myself every time i read your post in Blog and MSN because i feel myself is useless. I can't do anything when i know you are in stress, pressure, sadness and get scold by others. i feel myself is useless. haiz... I consider my self really useless

Anything that i can do to change this condition despite ask me to forget everything??? I can't live without her, Please don ask me to throw the only things that i having right now, which is my memory. i can forget everything, but not my memory to you please. although thing is pass for quite long ago, for me i still feel that it just happening few days ago. Auch!!!

but at least i still can refresh the memory when i miss you, when i think of you. I know, i am living in my own world. but this is the only thing i can do for now to temporary cure my

I understand i got no right to demand anything, but...

You...

What is called the beginning
What does the "end" mean
Definitely we will never find out

Good Times, Bad Times
Rainy Days, Bright and Sunny Days
I have had more than enough

No matter what my day may be
I have always thought about you
Telling me to stop
Is definitely an impossible mission

Your voice
Your face
And your smile
Will always be the main element
That brightens my day

As the days go by
I want to see your face
Wish to hear your voice
And listen to your laughter
As long as the sun is up in there
I will forever long for these elements

Because of You

You remind me of a flower,
Pretty, inside and outside.
A reason why people smile everyday,
A gift to all.

You remind me of chocolate,
Luscious and sweet.
Someone people can turn to in crisis,
Loved by all.

You remind me of a teddy,
Cute and huggable.
Someone people feel comfortable with,
Special to all.

You remind me of a balloon,
Happy and bouncy.
Someone people can have fun with,
Enjoyed by all.

You remind me of a lot of things,
But nothing can compare to the real person,
A female I can look up to,
Cherished by me.

14 February that without you...

This is for you...

Haiz ... ...
so fast,
i just pass the second valentine without you.
i hate the feeling.
i feel lonely,
i feel nothing,
i feel meaningless in my life.
since the ending of our relationship,
my life is out of target.
i can't get the the reason why i still alive.
i feel like I'm living without ambition,
i feel like I'm wasting my time.
i can't stop missing you,
i can't stop think bout you,
i can't stop imagine bout you,
and i can't stop dream bout you.
for the pass few years,
since i holding driving license until now,
i never stop myself to "visit" you until now.
although i live in my own imagination,
my own world,
i still happy that you're inside.
i can't run my life without you.


for now,
i proud to announce to everyone including you.
I Love you,
since the day i say I Love You,
i never regret,
never stop to give you my Love.
i told my self,
this Love will continue until the end of my life.

although is a bit late,
but i believe it is still meaning full.
i prepared a flower for you
and i would like to say
Happy Valentine

P.S I Love You...

Your Name...

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

***I Love You***