Happy birthday...

First of all,
I would like to say Happy Birthday to you...
At the same time,
I wish you happy always and enjoy your Birthday...

So fast,
This is the 2nd Birthday that i can't celebrate for you...
So fast,
This is the 2nd Birthday that i can't send u a present...

I want to...
Do i stil have the chances???
I wish to...
When it can come true???

The thing that i can do right now,
Is stay quietly aside...
What can i do right now,
Is pray for you a lone...

I feel lonely,
I feel helpless,
I feel guilty,
I feel hopeless.

I feel like slap myself...